A couple roommates and I carved pumpkins yesterday in honor of fall (even though it's spring here). It made me miss the leaves changing colors and wearing boots and scarves. I didnt realize how much i miss being home sometimes. In addition, im going to miss halloween, thanksgiving, Christmas aaaaand New Years. What was i thinking? I'm gonna be craving some spinach quiche and potato casserole.
I didn't work much last week because I was sick again. Today was a crazy day, but i spent most of my time with 1 patient. She is about 2 years old and is one of my favorites; she has an interesting family dynamic and i'm pretty sure her mom is not all there cognitively. Her granny is the sweetest lady i've met in a while. When I met this little girl she was so scared and traumatized that she wouldnt let anyone near her. She screamed and turned away from anyone other than her mom or granny. That was 3 weeks ago. Today, she approached me first and gave me a hug before I left. Her anxiety is much less and she allowed the nurse to fix her hearing aids without any problems. This turn around is not all my doing, but I know that I had a part in it. It reminds me that helping children is my calling. She is my inspiration at work when I feel like I have no idea what i'm doing.
As much as I am enjoying my time here, I really hope that I am stepping in the right direction. Eventually I do have to grow up, get a job, find a place to work full time and do whatever else you're supposed to do as an adult. I feel like part of me is still looking for my calling. For me, South Africa is a pretty good place to be right now.